As the days go by, the day gets closer where I will have to return to work. I work in Mcdonalds and it was only meant to be a temporary job until I found something else, I fell pregnant and it worked out better for my maternity if I stayed put. I have until December paid leave however I can take 3 months unpaid. i don’t want to return, it was like working in hell. I couldn’t stand it. I was bullied by management, I wasn’t allowed loo breaks despite being pregnant and I actually fainted on shift and the manager carried on serving instead of helping me.
Returning would be the worst thing I could do.
I would love to stay at home and watch Talia grow but I’ve worked since the age of 14 ( alongside education of course) and I feel like I should be providing too. I want to be able to do nice things as a family, Im stuck.
Ive tried learning web design like my Father, I was doing so well before I went into labour but now I just cannot concentrate. I feel like I’m failing my daughter, my fiance and my family. I don’t want us to really struggle in life. I just don’t know what job path to go down. I’m so stressed out about this and money errrrgh.
Somebody help me.